My oh my how Blogger has changed since I last visited.
Imagine my surprise the other day when I got a comment asking how I was doing! Thank you, faith, for wanting to know. =)
I haven't been on Blogger a lot lately probably because I have simply grown out of it to be honest. My last update was in January which, looking back on it now that it's July, was the beginning of my depression. Since then I started self harming, went to a counselor, got into a lot of fights with Oliver, made several short films about my depression, and pulled myself out of an anxiety disorder. I won't lie, looking back on some of these posts is triggering, but I'm in a much happier place now. I have a tumblr, which I suggest you guys follow if you want to keep up with how I'm doing (I post almost every day!). It even has the same name as this blog!
Here's the link:
http://maddoctor17.tumblr.com/
Now that it's summer I'm focusing a lot on losing weight for my vacation to Hawaii with Oliver (how exciting is that?!). I'm currently at 126 lbs and want to be down to 115 by August 5th. I'm exercising every day, eating healthier, and living an overall healthier lifestyle. I created a page on my tumblr that will be focused on my weight loss (I'm also doing the 30 Day Challenge), so I really invite anyone who has a tumblr to check it out. =)
So yeah, that's what I've been up to. I may check back here ever few days, but I know I probably won't be updating nearly as frequently as I was a year ago, and I'm sorry about that. =/
Love,
Toni
