t-t-t-Tuesday

I just want to say thank you all for putting up with my 2 a.m. freak out last night. Big shout out to Olivia Lee for always giving me words of encouragement. =)

Ok so in retrospect I really should have eaten before going to the gym today. I've had a headache ever since I got off the elliptical! At least I had a deficit of 710 calories to start the day. Alright so I'm not positive about this, but I think I'm starting to get that extra-sensory perception about other girls... Today while I was eating lunch with Aaron I saw this beautiful, thin girl come and sit down by herself and eat. All she had was a banana (which I didn't see her touch) and a small salad, which took her 15 minutes to eat. She ate very slowly and chewed a lot. What do you guys think?

So with my awesome 710 calorie burn today I got on the scale to see 132.5. Down a pound and a half. Woot! Lunch was ok. Lots of carbs. I had a small plate of spaghetti with red sauce (80 cal), a few bites of cheese ravioli (45 cal), 1/6 of a cheese quesadilla (they cut it up into little triangles, 100 cal), a smallish salad with veggies and 1 1/2 tbsp of ranch (150 cal), and a few bites of eggplant and a couple sips of Aaron's Shirley Temple (60 cal) for a lunch total of 435 calories. I wasn't planning on eating anything else but by the time dinner rolled around I gave in. I ended up with a fried fish fillet (130 cal), 5 tortilla chips with guacamole (85 cal), a small piece of apple strudel (70), and when I got back to my dorm Jenna gave me a Samoa (70 cal) for a dinner total of 355 calories. Add in the workout and you get 80 calories. What a relief.

I'm sorry to say I'm going to have to leave it at that. No thinspo today. =(
I have lots of reading to do for film class, plus I've yet to pick out a movie for my upcoming essay (due next Thursday!), so Netflix here I come.

Goodnight angels.
♥ Toni