First off, thanks to Olivia and Zette for the comments on my decided plan of action for the week. It was a nice back-to-reality kind of thing where I could step back and say to myself "See, at least other people don't think you're as much of a pig as you do." And a plus? I weighed in at only 126.5 today.
Zette: Holy crap am I glad you're still here. I feel dumb because I was wondering all these weeks where you'd gone and how much I missed your blog and thinspo and reading about your take on life and never thought to click on your profile. Needless to say I'm very glad you're back, not that you'd gone anywhere if I had bothered to pay attention.
So today I woke up at 2 in the afternoon. I had terrible heartburn last night that kept me up until 4, but at least when I woke up I felt ok and my day went fairly well. I went to go see Aaron and we took a walk because I was starving (hadn't had anything to eat). I'm too ashamed to say precisely what I ate but I went to get fast food. I haven't done that in probably over a month. Sigh...I've been waiting for the full feeling to subside for hours now and I still have dinner waiting. I can't wait to get back to counting calories and the gym and feeling productive. It's a nice change of pace being home but relaxation is just not suiting me right now.
That's really all I've done today. I've only been up 6 hours and the last two have just been me catching up on other blogs and such. I'm planning a get-together with Aaron and Jenna and our friends from high school that we haven't seen since Christmas. We're going out to dinner then seeing Battle: LA. For Aaron and myself it's kind of our anniversary celebration. I wonder if we can get free dessert if we say that...not that I'm trying to pig out on chocolate cake.
Ok that's the brunt of it. Sorry I haven't been posting much thinspo but I just can't get into the thinspiration spirit knowing how much I'm eating. I hasn't been doing anything for me lately...and that saddens me really.