Wednesday, March 30, 2011

I feel like a failure. I am a failure.

Up until an hour ago I was good. My limit today is 450. I had whittled my intake down to 350. Then for some stupid reason I had the bright idea to go eat! What the FUCK was I thinking?! I just saw all the food and didn't stop. My intake is now somewhere around 900. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. And then I tried to bring it back up. I got about 8 heaves in when I threw in the towel and said "fuck it." I can still feel the fullness. It's nauseating. Tomorrow is a NO CALORIE day. No food. Fast. A total fast. Tea and water ONLY. Maybe then I can shrink this fat ass. God dammit, and I was doing so well. I fail at restricting and I fail at binge correction. Ugh!


  1. Today i'm fasting too! I ate quite a lot yesterday and today it will be easy to fast because I don't have any social engagements etc. You can do it today. You will be amazing! xx

  2. I'm so sorry you're feeling bad.

    I did the same thing yesterday(yet i'm just restricting today).

    Try to see the bright side - it was less than 1000 calories, which isn't that bad. It might actually bust your metabolism.

    Hope you're feeling better today.