Wednesday, March 30, 2011
I feel like a failure. I am a failure.
Up until an hour ago I was good. My limit today is 450. I had whittled my intake down to 350. Then for some stupid reason I had the bright idea to go eat! What the FUCK was I thinking?! I just saw all the food and didn't stop. My intake is now somewhere around 900. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. And then I tried to bring it back up. I got about 8 heaves in when I threw in the towel and said "fuck it." I can still feel the fullness. It's nauseating. Tomorrow is a NO CALORIE day. No food. Fast. A total fast. Tea and water ONLY. Maybe then I can shrink this fat ass. God dammit, and I was doing so well. I fail at restricting and I fail at binge correction. Ugh!
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Today i'm fasting too! I ate quite a lot yesterday and today it will be easy to fast because I don't have any social engagements etc. You can do it today. You will be amazing! xx
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you're feeling bad.
ReplyDeleteI did the same thing yesterday(yet i'm just restricting today).
Try to see the bright side - it was less than 1000 calories, which isn't that bad. It might actually bust your metabolism.
Hope you're feeling better today.